Saturday, September 30, 2006

Random

I have been back for 1 week now. Hows things getting along? Pretty much back to the same pace besides having to do some reporting for my boss in excel?? EXCEL??? I can write you SQL statements in Oracle but EXCEL? Siow ah. I can even understand the complex Functions hehehee.
So for the past week I have been staring at the Excel sheet and trying to look like I am working. When everyone who passes by my places asking me, "working?" Kanasai (KNS) leh.

Anyways, I wanted to say Vios cars were used as TAXIS wor at the place I was for 2 weeks. Now I know I would not ever buy vios liao. TAXI LEH! When over here I can't even afford. Cilaka betoi. ehhehee.

Streamyx at apt is acting up again. Called to log a call again. And this freakin arse, when he started with the 3 test I am suppose to do before I log the call, I quickly cut him off and went thru all the three and SAID , I ALREADY DONE THAT FREAKING SHIT. and this is the second time I am logging this issue. THey reset the port yesterday but I was on the way home HOME. So I will test on MOnday, if the freaking problem is still there, I am going to write in a complain letter like officially. I only had this service for 2 months and I hardly had the chance to use. What the Heck!

You know even before I came back I have been having cravings. While I was at country X, I was having cravings for Asam laksa and then chili crabs. And guess what, I had the asam laksa but not the chili crab. But every freaking day, I feel like I want to have something tasty. But what is that something tasty.. I can't put my finger on it. Weird aye????

Aiii.. Every freaking person I meet I talking about moving/migrating.
Beh tahan.. KNS.

Bad mood lah.
Boh Mood lah...
Damn worried about the ageing process lah.
GRRRRRRR

Sunday, September 24, 2006

The Lake House

I just finished watching the Lake House. Its the movie about love btwn different times.

Its a lovely story. I liked the scenery the most. Reminds me of the fall in the US. Beautiful. Fall is still my fav season. Chicago... ahhhh.. * dreaming*
and chicago is even better with Keanu in it.. hehehe.

Even if you dont like love story, at least watch it for its beautiful scenes/landscape.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

I m back

Hello...
I am back. Arrived home around 4pm today.
I think hor, its my luck. I had a cab driver who decided to share his bed side manners and whatever not with me. DUH ain't interested dude. Mind you, he is like in his 50s???

Anyways.. glad to be back. While in that foreign place, i had craving for asam laksa. haha siow or not.
too much hotel food, sort of does that to you.

Good to say I met 9 new ppl in the team I was in. 3 very nice Thai people.
only 2 gals in the group and by the second week only 1 gal left.. - moi...

tired. .but glad to be home.
* everyone seems to think I am so young* even the company driver who drove me to the airport. At least he didnt' ask me wehther I am married or not . He did it very tactfully by sayig that I m still very young. only if they knew!!! kekekeke.

Thank you God for giving me this young look. But it has its cons.

gonna shower and unpack.

p/s - can you believe it, i didn't buy anyting.. Not a single thing for myself except for my colleague who insisted I buy the polo RL tshirt which is locally made - at the airport which is so good in quality and half in price. And I have to pay for the roaming charges of the phone call. Charging this all to him....

Sunday, September 17, 2006

A new meaning

Surprise!!!! Yeah logging in illegally.. hahaha. Nah.. still via the co's network but you know i m going to keep this short and sweet.

Today is already more than a week I am here in this place. Couple of things happened while I was here.

1) 11/09/2006 now has a new meaning for me. I got stuck btwn the lift door and couldn't move. The colleagues in the lift tried to push the open button from inside the lift b ut nothing budge. Someone frm the back had to pull my laptop bag(thank God mine was a backpack). That saved my life. It was the scariest experience i ever had. The lift is a diff sort of lift. Its those Load balancing lift. Inside the lift u have no numbers of the floor. Prior to going into the lift you are to press that floor number at the number pad. Then it will show you which lift you would take. I guess the sensor sucks. Well.. since that day each time the lift comes and makes the ding sound I am the first to go in. Scary man... esp after what they told me happened to a guy in texas who had the same experience and lost his head in the unfortunate event.

2) up to Thursday I was fine and on Friday I started throwing up and Sat morning was the same. I am not sure if it was the food or was it becoz of the journey in the car which was kinda bumppy. Not the road bumppy silly. Traffic is so bad that the car keeps jerking to a stop. On Friday nite, I threw up in the car ( on a plastic bag lah). Then got back to the hotel and threw up sommore. Everything came out. Took a shower and went to bed. The next morning I felt find so I went out with the group for sightseeing. Mana tau.... On the way there my stomach got upset again and I threw up again. Since that my stomach hasn't been the same. I can't eat much. So I order food but I barely touch them.

3) Today is sunday, probably the last day for me to relax. The trip here has been extremely hectic. I think I have lost more hair than ever. Anyways.. today i shall go try the massage eventho' this will come out from my own pocket. Dun care lah. And probably a swim and jacuzzi.

Alrighty .... at the mean time keep me in your prayers that my stomach will heal.

Cheerio!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Hiatus for 2 weeks

There will most likely be no updates for 2 weeks. due to restrictions on getting on the internet to do personal stuff. You get my drift... living in somewhat alcatraz sort of env is not easy. :)

anyways, Broadband didn't get fixed. Phone person called at 10.05am yesterday to inform that he found a faulty equiptment at their place so thats mostly likely the problem. And he can't guarantee when it can be fixed. no point in coming to my place coz there i snothing to fixed there. DUH!!!!

Wasted a trip up for nothing... "inefficient I TELL YA!"

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Clouded Mind

This morning I woke up at 6.45am. Why?? coz i had to rush from my hometown to my apt - reason?? Cos my broadband is not working and this certain broadband company told me that from their side they have checked and done all that they could.. yeah rigt! whatever...
So now they have asked me to make an appointment to get the telephone company guy to come over and look at my phone line. In a way, the broadband engineer/ or phone telephonist is trying to tell me that something is wrong with my phone line.

Reason why I had to get it done today is becoz tomorrow I leave for my assignement and won't be back for 2 blinking weeks. And by then my problem would have already been forgotten. You know when it comes to problem, the resolving party tend to have a forgetful mind... you know what i mean.

So now at 9.08am I am seating at my couch waiting for the blinking fella to come. When I still have some paper to complete before I leave tomorrow and what more my packing. Screw it I am taking minimum and utilizing the laundry dept at the hotel hahahaa....

U want me to go, you pay loh for my comfort.. hahahhaa bad hor.

Life is such isn't it? I am tired of being nice.

Oh yeah, 2 weeks ago I went to check my eyes, and my prescription has increased quite a bit on my right eye. During my session with the eye dr ( there is a name they are called but i forget and also don't wnat to waste my brain power to remember this), i asked him wehther wearing contact lenses will contain the increase?? I mean my prescription has been increasing every freaking year!!!!! He said only hard lense would actually help.... hmmm.. but I have heard ppl say the contrary. But then again, who is to defy the ever correct dr.. (hmmmm).

So my readers.... if there is any left! What do you think?? Should I attempt to try out wearing contacts permanent. I mean i do have a pair.. but I prefer the glasses.. why? Coz i am kopek kopek mata sungguh mengerikan . hahahahaha What say you!?

9.12am, belum datang lagi.. si orang ni..... ZZZzzzzZZZZZ

Friday, September 08, 2006

Two Years Has Gone By

Today marks 2 years have you departed from us.
Life has moved on in many ways but you are always in our hearts and minds.
We are taking care of P and A the best we can. Keep watching over P and A from heaven and also M. I pray each day that the decision that M took is a wise one and keep praying that one day we will understand what God's will is in all this.

Know that you're always in our minds and hearts eventho you have left us to be with JC in a better place.
Mum offerred up mass for you today and 3 days in a row.
Rest in Peace Sarah....

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Wow

Today i received an email alert stating that my friend in frienster ring has updated her blog. I clicked and the first and only entry shows as below.. WOW!


Thank GOD For Everything
Thank God, This is the first word that I say when I wake up. Thank you for everything You have done to me. You never let me down. When I say to You I'm alone, You give me friends. When I'm sad, You send someone to make me laugh.You never leave me even I'm not faithful. Thank you Lord. I know Your ways it's not I want but I believe that You have done in my life is good for me.You know what the best for me. You're so precious. You are most wonderfulThere’s no one to compare with You Lord.


Wow...

Monday, September 04, 2006

Swoosh.....

How time flies.
Since last thursday was a public holiday, I took 1st and 4th off.
Time went by so fast. Its so unbelievable.
I came back home on 31st Aug after giving my apt a good round of mopping. Headed home, went to Mid V as you have seen in my last post.
Friday I went to cut my hair, yeah the RM13 one... Disaster as usual.... aii.. nevermind lah
And then in the afternoon went to change the prescription for my glasses. Yup. This IT industry not good for me. Prescription has been increasing every freaking year!!!!!!
And i don't know what happened to my sat and sun and now its monday, and its freaking me out.
I wanted to logon to my office but i decided i would worry more. So I didn't until now. Nothing major showed up in my inbox. So i m ok.

AII..... 4 more days to go bfore 2 doom weeks.

Friday, September 01, 2006

Focusing my energy

I have to admit I have these bad habits. When I am faced with stress or depression, these are the two things that I am very prone to do. This has been happening since university days.

1) Cut my hair
2) shopping.... - the feeling of needing to just buy buy buy. And the power of credit card.

I still remember for no 1. i have a uni mate who used to tell me, you're going to be bald if you keep going at this rate. ahhahaa. When i reached the US to embark on my Bachelor's degree, my hair was long , below the shoulder blade. When I graduated my hair was just slightly longer than chin length. hahahaa.

For the past 2 months, I can't seem to be able to control myself in buying unnecessary stuff. After buying I feel bad. Sounds very much like impulsive buyer rite? But on the contrary I those who think alot until the stuff get whack off by someone else. I really don't know what happened to me.

I need to curb these habits thats for sure.
I need to stop buying....

I told myself today that I will only shop another new item for myself when I manage to drop at least 1 kg or 2kg. So far my quest has been very unsuccessful.

So i told myself till i at least lose some weight, I shall not buy anymore clothes.. NADA NADAAAAAAAA....

I think i need to focus my energy on something else. So I won't go to shopping mall or think about shopping. Was thinking along the lines of like getting involve in some activity may it be hobby or exercise or something.... any suggestions??


STRESSSSS......